~Forgive n Forget~

Im Down

2009-07-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

Im Disappointed on it..It makes me Down...But what can I do ? Nothing.......

每次都很期待那一天因為又可以見到你

心情每次都因為你而變得很奇怪

But

Im disappointed on ur responce again

It is Hurt

LOVE can be everything

BUT

IT could be Nothing too

I need a Hug in this moment

Heart You

2009-06-22T02:13:00.000-07:00

hey peoples, Im here to update my blog again....

let talk bout my Sui Po Chin Birthday celebration 1st..

Here WE go....

This time all of us decided go to PD for the celenbration for the preety gal-- CHIN

6/19

Wake up early headed to PHILEO DAMANSARA for my job interview, so sry for those who had wait me for finish my training..

bcoz of me.....

the trip had delay for almost two hour xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO MY LOVELY SUI PO

I know sure u MISS ur long hair alot

hehe

Haiz....my "mangali"...so sad...

After check in, get prepared on all the staff and took some rest for us......

after that, BBQ section....

We are damn hungry... HOT OR COLD

chit-chatting all the night, the feelings was so nice when there is sea...
someone appear in my mind
no ways can stop me stop tears dropping from my heart again

picture Do the Talking

WE are Back..haha

Walter, Chin, Xian, Me and bB..

SUI PO gang.....come back to me ..haha

frenship nvr END...

Smile from our Heart
Me with Sui Po b

bb with Walter

Lastly, Wish my sui po Chin all the best in the coming days...

whatever happen also, you know we will support u always rite?...

we LOVE you so much ...muackssss

how long we dint go for trip le...although it is only a small trip..

am very enjoy with bunch of Them...

hehehe

Take care always

>> Y.O.U

2009-06-15T03:13:00.000-07:00

那是心跳...........还是呼吸.............??

>> Nothing Special

2009-06-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, meet up my sui po Chin amd bB...

Am Skip my class again ...~~ how dare am I huh....

Haiz, when talk bout my time table...really make all of us feel "ham hou"

Bcoz bcoz ....... we are having 3 hour break time for 3 day in a week...

where we can spend our "Free time" huh ....oh my god

gonna make us crazy

This is TAR college TIME TABLE !!! Good !!!

Then then, bout my lecture and tutor

I "LOVE" them so much..especially Business AND Cyber Law..

Haiz.... kik sui .......

we try our best to listen what he want to teach, but den....all in slp situation finally..

Gambatea 2DEM4.....

My life go on as usual in this week....just spend most of the time to attend my class...

My sui po chin birthday coming soon...hehehe..must have fun....

.......................................................................

Dunt keep ask me the same things and question again and again

I hate to heard that again and again

Please ~~!!!

Smile for this moment :)

Dunt brg me any trouble k .....thanks......

Appreciate it much

>> Its time to study Again

2009-05-28T00:38:00.000-07:00

My 2nd year study had just start, will getting busy n busy rite now.....

need attend for class from Mon-Fri, and working on every weekend...

I know it would be very tired... i really can tahan?? I hope so ...

Mum, I need a New Life, can ??

Let's talk bout my trip with my classmate first...

act we are planning to Penang, but at last we change to Genting bcoz of some problem..but then , we stil enjoy...bcoz we are grouping togeter wat...hehehe :)

all the pic had been upload by moo moo

since I not yet get all the pic

so u guy can check out here to view all the pic ya

http://www.juliuslock.blogspot.com/

有时候当心情低落的时候真的很想有那个他陪在我身边

我不知道谁是那个他到底下一个是谁

你？他？还是另一个他？

不知道为什么在某些时候我终会偷偷地想起你

那些回忆还是会让我微笑的最近的你还好吗我知道你的生活不会因为我而变得不完美

你曾带给我的痛已经慢慢地谈化了

对你也已经放下了

想起只因为你是我曾经的快乐

现在才知道原来没有人可以代替你的怀抱

有时候会很厌倦自己的生活

很累

努力去得到我想要的

可是最后回头看我像什么也没有

Mum, I just a simple grl, can u understand me abit

I had try my best to do wat I should do

Can u just gv me some chance to rest

I'm tired enough

I just need a Hug...........

sometime

it is not easy to SMILE ........

>> BANGKOK -- Water festival

2009-05-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

Yea~~ Just came back from Bangkok now only free to update my blog here, bcoz busy on preparing for exam ya.. Now is holidays again... finished my 1st year Diploma...nxt semester will be second year ... Told myself, no more playing k... Is time to concentrate on study... Let talk bout my Trip first..

12/4/2009

Wake up early n prepared myself, headed to my aunt home to took my passport.. after tat meet up Mei Yee n go to airport together..hehehe... lolx...after reach airport make us so luan sui...bcoz the others was taking Mas line, only 2 of us taking air asia since we book the ticket lately... After check-in , go to MCD to took our lunch ....I'm really careless enough, I put my phone on the table when i leave... fortunally no one take tat...God bless Air asia-----Bad service the flight delay one hour ++..getting impatient man~!! After arrive there,meet up others and go Hotel check In and prepare....

On the way to Hotel

Myself

chit chat along the way

Our Hotel -- SOMEREST LAKE POINT

I like dis pic....hehehe

4p?? oh no~~ hahaha

while resting ...hehehe

Eat~~!!! The first thg we prefer to do, damn hungry!! go to a night pasar there to took our dinner.. A lot of food over there...rules for that food court : need change coupon 1st only can purchase food.. I order orange juice but that is not Orange Juice although is same colour... aduii.... we buy 水枪there for the festiva at Bangkok... yea...BANGKOK water festival.. nothing special for the 1st day we arrive there

DAY 2

Took our breakfast in the hotel, really lazy to wake up..so tired.. Allan keep call us up, bcoz the breafast only available from 7am-10am.. Just eat somethg...2 cup of milk n hotdog..that all my breakfast.. But my Fat Uncle eat alot..keep refill somemore..

aFTER that, we going to 开战...hahaha

The place where all the ppl "enjoy with water"

see how crazy are them .....

This man so "high "

we have no idea...hahha

shock sendiri..hAHA

yup...we saw dis while on the way bak hotel

did u all saw dis in newspaper?

1..2..3.....FIRE ~~!!!

DAY 3

MY GUGU
taking train

me, gugu, and my Fat Uncle Me with my Lovely gugu

I love her so much

Dis train like so "lau ya" rite ?

no air-con inside de Pei zhen, Allan , Mei yee, Me

Polis ??

yeah ~~ we are now at AYUTTHAYA

From BANGKOK to here need around one hour

Group pic..yea~~

Dare to walk in ??

our Motor..hehehe

DAY 4

haha, fat uncle, your mouth so small only la

the shopping mall at Bangkok

SIAM PARAGON

Am quick enjoy in dis trip, although many plan had cancel bcoz of the water festival over there...

all the ppl there really crazy with playing water,
everyday also get wet ~~!! Oh my god..

No more Water Festival at BANGKOK for all of us...

hehehe, where is the next ?

Waiting our next trip .....

原来

2009-03-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

At first, wanna say Happy Birthday to Weiwei~~

Wish U happy all the time

stay Healthy n Pretty k?

muacksss

wuuu...just wake up

yst nite went to poppy to celebrate weiwei birthday

so enjoy there

especially our birthday gal

hehehe

some feelings here

我以为对你我已放开了很多

可是原来我还会在意在意你的举动在意你的一切一切

期待因为下一刻将见到你失望因为你又不再出现

在我的生活你已不再出现

我的话题里已经不再有你

从离开那一刻就已经选择把你忘记

可是为什么你就是还在我心里

无论我把你放在几小的角落还是一样

才发现原来我还爱着你

昨晚看见你时，我以为我不会怎样可是原来我还在意

在意你一副不在乎的样子

那一刻心痛的感觉突然全部回来了

我不知道应该用什么去掩饰我的心情和感觉

所以只能静静地

突然间

很想你

想念你的拥抱

想念你的面孔

想念你的一切

想起你给我的笑与泪想起你曾给过我的短暂幸福

我只想在你怀里安静地睡着

此刻，我只需要一个拥抱可以吗

心痛的感觉回来了

难过的感觉回来了

眼泪掉下了

这一刻，我应该做些什么让自己好过些

哪里才是我的避风港

你的怀抱

原来眼泪还是会流下

Great Moment

2009-03-13T03:22:00.000-07:00

I'M so Hang Fu bcoz i have them being with me all the time

Muacksss, i love u all much much much

10/3

10 March—hehe, Yeah..is my Birthday..
Wake up early in the morning for my class…but I was late for my class finally..
my lecture start at 9am, reach around 9.20 am..just sit down for 10 minute, my classmate come over my place and said: let’s go, take our breakfast..!..lolx,class should end at 11am la weii !! haha, our class style! Okay, gang of us move out from the lecture hall n decide where to take our breakfast..hmm…dim sam?mee?rice?or??...
we ate at Wangsa Maju,chit chat at there for 1 hour ++ n go back continue our class..
the same lecture hall with the same condition : HOT!! No air condition leh!! No air at all, the teacher keep complain, and all the student keep shout out : class dismiss..!!
lolx..Swt =.= the only purpose is just want the calss cancel !..
Finish our class at 2pm,wait one of my fren n headed to Sg.wang Green Box..yeah~~ we are celebrate my birthday there….

Guess what ? some of us is gamble inside the k room..lolx…zha dao lo!!!
I cant handle the situation well bcoz many of them there…just busy walk here and there.. leg so tired..haha..but enjoy~

Present from my classmate ( perfume)

Continue my second round with my Sui Po and dear frens at TS Gasonline Café…
Act we are having the celebration on Monday..but unfortunely someone pass away so had cancel all the plan..

All was late include me..only Ho Sin is the one most punctual..haha..sorry sorry ..
Act I dun like the environment at Gasonline Café..but no choice, bcoz we just want find a place to meet up and will go to other better place...

No more Gasonline for us
Bad service!!! Shit !!

Hehe…I’m enjoy with them…apologies if I had make some one bored there..

Suddenly a birthday cake appear infront of me..
Ops..really make me surprise !!
Wanna thanks my fren who buy me the cake..hehe
Muacksss **

we go to cc for our next round
hhahah
they are crazy playing game there..
i am super tired after tat ald...
sorry my fren, act decide to enjoy with them til quick late
but the nite is stil young hmm...last round, go to Jln Ipoh for dim sam
no more dim sam there
i like cannought dim sam ..hehehehe
reach home around 2.30am
clean up myself n slepp
finally pass my birthday
may my wish come true
thanks for my dear fren who stil being with me in dis birthday
and those sending me msg ya~

Enjoy

2009-03-13T01:02:00.000-07:00

Haha, guess what?..i’m now countdown for my birthday…I want have fun with all my dearest tat day ..ngek ngek

Okay, I’m working today as usual…work for every weekend, other people rest, I work..hmm xD
Finish my work around 6pm n back home as fast as I can..
Headed to my Sui Po bB home after I get prepared..
Huiyo, finally meet u all again…
bB make up for me(FOC)haha,I trust her skill well, she is professional..haha,want promote promote she here…
Chin buying something so….necessary…. for walter.….haha …guess what is tat??..
Walter come pick us up around 10pm..
We are going Quattro for celebrate my birthday in advance..hehe

So happy finally Wei wei is joining..hehe
But she is moody tat day…cheer up my Dear…everything will be allright…okay ??
We are here to support you..take care

After tat Meet up my fren Jyonel over there..he really look young,haha,
Jyonel,how u keep urself to look young ar?? All my fren guess wrong his age…include me when I just know him ~~ he is a nice guy,hehe..
Cheers …..party time started…
Many people there, we even dun have space for us to dance..just can move slowly..
But stil enjoy…hehe
No drunk no home ??Rule for birthday gay Omg!! Cant escape from them…’must finish the whole cup ar’
Yam yam yam…yam yam yam…
Finally drunk 99!! Cant even thk back what I had done….kik sui..haha

Reach home around 5pm..
So enjoy tonite

Smile for everyday

March

2009-03-12T23:41:00.000-07:00

Wooo ~~ Is a new Month again..My new semester had just started, I miss my holiday ler, Haiz…
Since I dint stay setapak there ald, so now everyday I have to take public transport to school, must wake up 2 hour early b4 my class.. – one hour for me to prepared myself n the other one hour for me to go there..That means if my class start from 9am,I need to wake up at 6.45am..so now need to be guai guai lui ald, If not I will be the late Queen.. hahaha
Imaging how tired n bored If everyday spending two hour just for go and back, When can I get back my car again huh…I miss the day before when I have my car… L
Haha, but maybe dunt have car also good for me,bcoz when have car I will like got the other “leg”ald.. sure busy going here n there..
“where to go tonite??” haha….sure stick with my fren 99..

A lot of assignment is waiting me to started ald..sien ~~
I HATE ASSIGNMENT!!!
I HATE EXAM!!!
I HATE WEB PEGE DESIGN!!!
But This sem I’m having this subject…God bless me!!
Getting busy n busy now, even dun have enough time for me to rest..
I must have enough sleep everyday if not will acc like “die fish”..why other ppl can just slp for few hour but me cannot huh….
Felt so tired recently because cant sleep well..cant fall sleep every nitezz…haiz
Am I giving myself too much pressure?? Relax relax
$$, study, family, …… n so on….
My fren always ask me why me seem like so tired…
Mummy, I dun want keep argue with u..can we just sit down and have discussion when having problem instead of arguing?? I HATE ARGUE !!! I just want respect u , dun want to have any argument between us…can …??...Sorry mummy..

Well, I’m waiting my Thailand trip on next month…hehehe, cant wait for it..
Going with my Lovely Gugu n her frens include my “fat uncle”(haha, my gugu BF)
We decide to have spa everyday there, Relax relax..ahehehe
Wanna thanks my gugu because she sponsor me for the trip..I Love u so much!! Muacksszz…. **hehehe
Allan, make sure u dun force me drink alcohol at there ar..i dun want drunk la weii..haha….so sam fu ler…dun want let u see my funny face while drunk..pai sei la

Smile for everyday

Tagged by Chin n BB

2009-02-25T20:12:00.000-08:00

幸福点点名游戏规则：回答下列问题并贴到自己的网志Or报台写完后，自己多加一个问题然后传给10个人，可以点被点过的人被你点到的人，你要去和他说：我点到你了。写完后去跟点到你的人说：我写完了。不可以不写哦，不然幸福会跑掉哦！
我的大名: 慧娟
我的生日：10/3/1990
誰傳給你的: Chin,BB
喜不喜欢名牌:

** Sorry sorry ..I wil continue answer it later..
hehe ...

Paisei. my blog is so meng cha cha now ya
hope dunt mind
I wil make it nice as fast as possible..hehe

My IC >.<

2009-02-25T08:34:00.000-08:00

Hi, everyone~~
Finally change from wretch to here..since my fren all is now using dis ..hehe
But..me really stupid enough lah~~ stil dunno how to use it well..
tat y my blog now is stil meng cha cha ~~pasei pasei,support support ya~

hmm~~long time dint update my blog edi,bcoz I not yet get my new laptop..so...hehe..

Dis few week just busy on working...so tired n BORING!!! Haiz...such boring job!! but no choice no money nia~~ need earn money,If not....phone bil,bla bla bla...no money to pay ler >.< color="#ff9966">My Fat uncle" haha, he like way i cal he like tat...kik sui!!

Yest follow my gugu go take stock for his business... BORED~~ but no choice..
after tat headed to TESCO Ampang collect money for awhile..n had a drink over there..
My fat uncle is thking wheter to buy a Myvi or vios bcoz his car is gone due to car accident,haiz, Why so many ppl car accident?? Pls Be careful while drive all my fren...
hmm...sure Vios better rite ? But is depend on ur budget also~ Both also not bad wat...
Waiting to sit ur new car soon..hehe

My sem wil start next monday.. aiyo!! Need study jor ~ lazy la weii
Hope dis sem wont have kik sui lecture or tutor for our class, If not sure...our class wil bcm ponteng cls again..haha..
My sui po chin is study from Mon-Thur, same as me..finaly we same time-table..IF not want hang out also difficult..
haha,we can always go for shoping on Friday , Sui Po BB, every Friday we r booking u edi ar~~gogogo, hehehe

I m worry bout my result..Haiz...

Hope can meet up my sui po n fren in dis week~hehe
miss them much...when huh?

yest nite, yam cha with my gugu fren
hmm~~ i saw him again
I noe u stil waiting someone
someone been in ur heart for 8 yrs
你说一切将会在今年有结果
难道你就要我等你一年吗
我系望我不会
不喜欢失望的感觉
不想因为你而失望
选择祝福你会不会比较好
顺其自然吧
别说我们其实有机会好吗

原来我已经变得没有勇气去爱了

I m planning whr to celebrate my coming birthday with my dear frens...
Opss..No drunk no home ?? haha
My wish for dis birthday is?? hmm~~ need think think jor
hehe

okay~ need go for slp jor..
continue my post whn i m free ya..

Hope tat tomoro i can meet u again

Smile For Everyday :)
Nitezz